Good life about to end....

as from the previous post... i was back in miri and was having none other than living good and having fun the whole way through... moments that i have been sad, happy, dull, colourful etc etc... but hey, THAT'S LIFE! full of ups and downs...

lets start off with the clubbing! XD

This was taken during "A Night In Rome" by Heinneken in
AL-FRESCO.

Had fun that night although we were only there for a while due to club overload... but nevertheless... it was fun listening to DJ LapSap mixing the house beat... and the dancing and "worshiping" the DJ as the tune go on...

well... thats not all been i think on average clubbing every saturday night... thats after i go to church for my youth meeting... HAHA... *sorry*

despite all the drinking and smoking and screaming... i guess i am still healthy... check out my BP... still is normal... but i havent gone back to take my medical report from the hospital though... haha... not scared but rather dun find the effort to go although i am in town almost everyday during my holiday...

food at home are really better than food in school... guess i have to thank my mum for my good health... because she serves good food... HAHAHA... everyday! and another thing is... i really have to say something in contradict to normal people's mindset of clubbing is unhealthy...

cuz

to me... when i club yes i drink, smoke and dance... but while doing that i sweat because of dancing and during those moments... i am stress free... and well... i never drank too much that i got drunk... most of the time... i come out from the club sober! and of course dun do DRUGS!


see... still as healthy as a horse... hahaha... this is taken minutes before i came back from johor... went to WM for a week...


and that one week have been the most special week of my holiday... this is my girl friend... who i met during one of the saturday night out... dunno about the readers but i think she is gorgeous in this picture...

well... what else clubbing are bad for... hehe... from this post... i think clubbing did basically a lot of good things to my life than harm...

i get to meet people, get to relax, get to workout... and most importantly...

i met my TINY...

and i am happy to be with her...

thats all...

ciao~

Back to Miri... Good life starts again...

I drove this just now. Haha. Anyway, coming back for holiday, then i got this job offer from my previous workplace. Asking me to go back and work for them as they are short of hand. So i guess i will be going back to work starting this saturday as an profesional car audio installer again. Stay tune for more updates from the workplace. Ciao

Searching for a Soulmate

I am looking for someone,

Someone I would like to spend my free time with.
Someone I like to call although I have no particular topic to discuss.
Someone I like to send an mms to whenever I got a haircut.
Someone who I would like to share my pass with.
Someone who I would give a gift just because it’s Monday.
Someone I like to treat when I got my salary every month.
Someone I would like to share my happiness, sorrow, and sweet, bitter of my life.
Someone who accepts me for what I am, a sinner with a shameful pass.
Someone who I think of before I got out of bed and goes to bed.
Someone who share my passions over pet dogs.
Someone who would hold my hands when I needed her.
Someone who stays although I asked her to leave.
Someone who understands my temper and calms me down even though she is scared.
Someone who would stay on my bed side when I am sick.
Someone whose smile would take my breath away.
Someone whose touch would clear my mind.
Someone whose hug would make me feel secure.
Someone whose kiss would me feel happy.
Someone whose silence would make me feel guilty.
Someone whose tears would make my chest hurts.
Someone whose cry would make me feel useless.
Someone whose rest is more important than mine.
Someone whose health is more crucial than mine.
Someone whose need is more essential than mine.
Someone whose wish is my responsibility.
Someone whose life is more valuable than mine.
Someone who I like to share my life with.
Someone who I like to share my hobby with.
Someone who I like to built a family with.
Someone who I like to grow old with.
Someone I like to share our life memories on the rocking chairs as grey haired couples.
Someone who I like to be with till my last breath.
Someone who I would claim as the nicest person on Earth when God asked.
Someone I believe would make it to heaven for her kindness.
Someone I would wait for in heaven.

I wished she knows...

My necklace....

Necklaces worn around the neck are often seen but what does it means? To some it is a fashion statement. Hip hop cultures likes it big and heavy with a shining touch they often refer as “Bling Bling”. Rich wears pearls as a symbol of greatness and prosperity. Chinese wears gold as a sign of good wealth. Others wear string with a locket of their God as a sign of believe and also some wear them as a remembrance to someone close to their heart. I am one of those.

Necklace alone symbolize the person, worn without a locket means that the person is single and available. When I have a special someone I will attach a locket together with my necklace which symbolizes that special person.

Why all these? My necklace is always around my neck.

· When I sleep, wash, play, and move. With the locket around I include my special ones when I do everything. Normally I hide my necklace inside my shirt to protect it from prying eyes, protecting it from danger like I would protect my special ones from any harm.

· When I reach home, I take off everything on me. Change my cloth, my earrings, my wallet, my rings etc. everything except my necklace because I cannot take it off. It’s a part of me, my special one and me.

· When I am free, a habit of me is I will hold and adore my locket. Kiss it, pamper it and clean it. Just like I would do to my special one every single day.

· Lastly, the locket is the thing I wore nearest to my heart. Means my special one is always near to my heart. Wherever and whenever I am she is always there and I do hope she does the same thing.

That’s all about necklace to me. Not a fashion statement, not a show off item but something more than just a chain worn around the neck. It’s an important part of me which completes me.

Gong Xi Fa Chai

The Grand 21st Birthday....

time flies...

21 years on this planet earth and i had the best time of my life together with my family, friends, pet and presents!!!

A car trunk loaded with presents... hahaha... thats where the journey of my birthday begins.... hahahaahah...


HERE GOES>>>




1st my car had a little pimping... tinted with the expensive Huper Optiks Select... the highest range you could find in from this brand... I would give them a better rating than V-cool... and well of course they come with a price heavier than V-cool...








This is a shot of the tint... with its logo on it... hehe...



This is present from my sister, Thanks a lot SIS!!!! LOVE YA XOXO






Then my eldest brother bought this back from New Zealand.

A MOMO Personal Original with MOMO BOSS Kit... haha... with a heafty handsome price tag on it too.... haha...






A shot of the Logo on the middle... installed them myself hence the minor scratches... haha... sorry...

anyway... Thanks Again to my brother ALLAN

LOVE YOU TOO XOXO




thats not all from NZ... for my audio fetish... my family al know that i have this huge interest of audio sound...
and my brother Allan also brought me a brand new Boston Rally Series RS12 12" subwoofer... its one of my dream sub woofer of all times... and discontinued range actually... could find it in the market anymore... but he took the effort to look for it from the other enthusiats collections and bought it back... Best part is IT'S BRAND NEW IN BOX...



My Elder brother Philip also gave me something... New Racing series Absorbers sets fro GAB... for all 4 cornerrs... plus the lowered springs...






These are the lowered springs.... haha...

they have a progressive spring rate... if you know what it means... hehe...

Love the handling of the ride now... Thanks bro.... LOVE YOU XOXO



Lastly from my parents... My very own RM17,000 Rolex Oyster Perpetual... The most expensive present that i have ever received... and its super heavy... still not used to wear it as its too heavy and too scared to wear it to town... haha...

anyway... TO MY PARENTS YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST.. LOVE YA Both ALWAYS... XOXO



Dinner on Pizza... hehe.. thanks to my mum who thought of this... and went down to bintang megamall to buy two of my favourite flavoured pizza from Pizza Hut... Her excuse was, "I am lazy to cook tonight." but deep down i know its more than the laziness... haha... thanks mum... love ya... XOXO





As the clock struck 11... Me and my sis went on to one of the famous pub and disco in miri, Balcony... we club, we dance, we drink till 2 a.m.

in the picture are my best friends chun hao, my sis rona, and also my best friends frankie...





Me, sis and frankie... cam whore on the dance floor...


also in the club is kelvin, ah kiong, yong ping, khim hin, and agnus...

thanks for the great time guys and ladies... you guys were great...

and also thanks for the beer... and also frankie for the tequila shots...



Well, a birthday without cakes... haha... but well who cares when you are having so much fun... plus cakes are too sweet for me... dun get me wrong... i love to bake... but i dun like to eat... haha...

Thanks for all the time and effort guys...

and also not forgeting olivia for the post on her blogspot... haha...

thats all on my grand 21st birthday...

Land slide in miri

just came back from Labuan Island for my Chinese New Year Celebration... some decorations are up in town...



But later i found out there was a land slide in the centre of town that hit one of the Shell Petrol station...

some pics...

where the land slide started i guess

half the fuel station gone...

another view of the wreak...

some links...
The land slide

The victims found at around 2p.m.

MY CONDOLENCE

to

the family of the victims...

New Year's Eve... Last post for 2008

hmm... New Year's Eve... everybody is celebrating... everybody is bidding good bye with the year 2008... and for some they look back at their one year's achievements... like me...

let me start with:

1. Audio Sound Achievement

Bought 4 pieces of rare yet highly sought after PPI Power Class Series amplifier for my ride... these amps cost me a bank load of money... had to eat cucumber for quite a while... to restore back from that purchase...Alpine 7998R car cd-mp3 player + Alpine PXA-H701 multi media for me to control every bits of the sound in my ride... this to me is a milestone upgrading cuz i always wanted a pure deck like 7998R and i always wanted to try tuning through a processor like 701... they are both well match made in heaven...

2. Travels

Went to Kuala Lumpur... for 2 weeks... milestone to me because this is the first time i went there and meet friends... ex-schoolmates, ex-girlfriends, ex-colleugue, and also current college mates... had nice stay at sunway area with my girlfriend(now ex)... had a great 2 weeks...


3. SocialLabuan... the capital of cheap beer and night clubs in Malaysia... went clubbing... got drunk... hug girls... flirt girls... and.......................................................... didnt get laid.... hehe... i still fear God.... hahahaha...

4. Changed my image...

well this is the new look me... getting fatter... longer spikies... and well a lot of jewellries... not talking about the cheap silver... we are talking about stainless steels and also platinums....

5. Pets
My new pets... the left side dachshund dog named Starry, and the right side Sparky... which is a basset hound dog... Starry is a female and well i describe her as a hyperactive dog... while Sparky is a male... well mannered and very quiet... wonder what would come out when they both make out... hush puppies? hehe...

6. New speakers for my dorm
Cheap but it does the job... well... long time needed these and well SQ is nice except for the sub bass is a lot more lacking... but hell it satisfies the room and have the neighbours coming over because its too loud....

7. New Phone
P1i... my new phone after i lost my n70 in a house theft... along with my laptops... well... havent replaced my laptops but i am working on it... this phone works wonders and well had a few head turned and nobody else knows how to use them... making them save from intruders... most of the time...

thats all i could think of... now...

anyway for the year 2008 i learnt a lot of new things... earn a lot of money... lost a lot of money and well things had changed a lot... hell lots... ups and downs in relationships, finacials, and also family...

but

When i look back to what i was before, i cling on it then i am not moving forward, looking forward to whats before me and well lets lope for the best of luck...

Lets bid a GOOD BYE to 2008...

AND

2009 Well...

BRING IT ON!

I wanted to be special but.....

She only wants to be friends.....

Well then maybe I should had gave her the chocolates in the picture above instead of finishing them up because of some sweet temptations... I love kinders... especially bueno... I was also a bit reluctant to give her a box full because of the word friends written on it instead of "SPECIAL" or sorts because it just doesn't feel right to me...

Oh well, things havent been going on good lately especially for this year where i have lost eventually everything important to me. Lost my laptop where my whole life's memories captured in pictures and videos in it... the laptop cost little to me... but its the memories that cost me my life and soul... along with my good handphone memories in that thing too in similar forms and business contacts... lost half of my friends contacts because i lost a phone and i havent been recovering from that. next I lost my long termed relationship when it was going well and happily waiting for the right time... and i am on alcohols and cigs most of the time... and most importantly i lost my confidence talking to everyone... cause i feel like i have nothing better to offer other than just both my hands... no cash, no credit cards, no commitments...

living without that special someone to share with is my biggest problem now... there are friends around... good ones in fact... but growing up being a outcast for being born into a mixed blood family doesnt teach me how to share but rather the other way round and also it lowers down the social rates and well lowers down the confidence level... which cause me problems now meeting new people and also telling that someone what i really wants...

the other problem has been there forever... heart races frantically whenever alone with her... mind just had that extra kicks but its not thinking... honestly... she had been the one i had constantly tried to let go and ignored but i couldnt help drawing towards her... because i wan her by my side... so that i could be by her side... to love her, pamper her, protect her, and support her... eventhough i know i have limited reserves to actually do everything but i would like to be there for her everytime she needs it...

but i failed miserably all these years... i blame timing, i blame situations, and i blame myself for not appreciatting her when i had the chance...

Should i moved on and leave this chapter or i should hold on because this is the new chapter... i'm not sure myself... Moving on means finding a chick that is pretty enough, good enough and have a relationship while my heart still have feeling for her... so unfair towrds the new girl who doesnt know me...

but holding on might waste my own previous time... i should be out there enjoying...

puzzles... dun even know which ones i am in...

but well... honestly i hate to continue denying those feelings to everyone including my family...

New activity in my room

Hey all, just finished my most difficult month in labuan. Battling with short of cash, rivising rigourously for my semester exam, fighting over some minor relationship issue, badly answered examination questions, and lastly got my breaking up in a long termed relationship. Oh well, so many had changed in this one month, I am singled, I have no money and I think I did the most stupid thing by arriving at the exam centre drunk because of the quarrelling and well of course i didnt do well in it too. Anyways, in the mmiddle of those bad days, do have something to cheer me up. Contacted an old buddy, kept me occupied and cleaned my heart wounds by lending ears. Although the high telecom bills i have now, its all worth it. Anyway, back to topic, new addition in my room is the dart board there beside my table. Messy table aint it. Well, i didnt buy the dart board. Honestly it was given to me by my bunch of good friend who knew i am still healing from the recent lost. Havent bought my dart though. But its cool.