lI am don't understand a lot for all these sick things.

for all know, I was only minding my Own business all these time here, out of home, alone.

Today I got even shocked to Learn that Someone told me to stop being a "desperado" instead. over a girl i have never really come into contact other than official matters on my daily work operation. while I am away from work to be with my family... Celebrating a life that I loved so dearly .

for all I Know, l ask this lady for lunch when I was handling the matters on my own. LUNCH! and I was branded "desperado". I really don't understand where that came from.

And honestly, I could called her "bitch" for all these sick things. But that would drag me down to her level. So no.

I am looking for a friend... Sincerely, a friend, Someone from the same industry, being knowing nothing at all, freshie, keeping lunch mate, someone in the industry that I could ask for opinion,advise, or encouragement.

I am not proud to have born into a family of top engineers and entrepreneurs. I am ashamed of it, because I for all I am today have not achieve what they had achieved when they were my age, 25. I am struggling to keep up, language is a barrier in this community, Chinese dominant, very , aggressive culture.

 I was raised and brought up as someone who gives way more than taking things. I do things differently from the norm. l donate more than I use. Because I strongly believe the economy is really down, and the economy has to stop going for price reduction on goods and the people ends up with sub-standard goods.

Jibberrissh......

Back to the issue. I don't know what am I going to do next time l met a sales lady who might happen to be single and available. Should I just shrugged her off, give her hard time, and watch her leave without sales and be happy that I am finally being a jerk, or I should refer her to my immediate boss? probably doesn't know why she was there in the first place.

utter gibberish, to the saleslady and your friend, see you in the market... Probably in a good competitive way, spare the gibberish talks and I am still available for lunch if you are still open for it.

l just want to be fwends for all I know...

to have gone through a lot of threats, laughter, pranks and jokes from people I never met or talk to. It's not funny this time.

For one, l am sick of it. Going on like this l would rather go back packing across Latin without a phone. die there being eaten by piranhas.

That's super duper gibberish there.

Good night...