first day of my semester 1 finals

day 1:
english is the one going on today. Starts at 1215 and ends at 1315(1 hour). well still dunno what to expect from the paper as in the tutorials we never actually discussed about what the exam is going to be like. heard from fellow ex-two years program people that it was hard and last year, there were only a handful pass that paper. hmm... hearing that, i've butterflies in my stomach...

well... i guess jus have to face it. haha... time to show of those flowerish and peotry filled english to the examiners like i did to get a GCE-A1... haha...

wish me luck...

rushin' againts time

well the time of the year for every student is around the corner again... exams, created to evaluate how far a student has learnt in this one semester and how deep students had master the subjects... as for me, i just came back from a holiday in KL, sill finding sometime to adjust back to the tight schedules of revision and mastering every major subjects that i am taking... guess i don't have much time left for blogging and surfing the forums as well...

well other than i do have another think to worry about... my holidays are coming just after the exams as always but i still haven't buy my ferry ticket to get my arse down to Kota Kinabalu(KK) as my flight is due from KK - Miri... I am afraid that the tickets are all sold out...

hate doing things in the last minutes but i think its a norm in fellow malaysians... we tend to do things in the last minutes but rather most of the time we work better under the "last minutes" pressure...

anyway... to all tht is facing the exams...

ALL DA' BEST...

back to lala island

back to labuan today... Air Asia was delayed again for 20mins today although we all got into the flight earlier than expected... everything went well this morning... like always, a gruelling trip to the airport from KL, checked-in and help a new friend whom i only met in LCCT to check in his bag which it was over-weight for him, nice chap btw... then a boring nearly 2 hours wait at the airport, luckily there is KLIA WiFi to keep me occupied... and a sad sad good bye to the loved ones that is left behind, Joan... a little old boring last words and i went into the boarding... well i have to admit it was hard to me too... that's why i told you not to cry...

anyway, with those behind... i went into the boarding with my new friends... talked a little and get to know each other a little... but we didnt sit together inside the aircraft... didnt know why but i jus choose not to sit together... watch three other aircraft took off and three other land inside my aircraft and it was a beautiful sight... very rare to hav such chance...

well... as time goes by... i started to get a little tired... i took a cab back to my college... arrived and as i was walking towards my dorm... i realise: "i lost my phone!!!" and panically i rush back to the school gate with my another phone calling my lost phone... well couldnt find it... keep on calling my phone was the only way i've got... after a number of attempt... finally the cab driver, didnt manage to get his name btw... answered and with a friendly tone he arranged with me to give back my phone... about 2 hours later... my phone rang and he was at my school gate waiting for me to pick up my phone as he jus sent a customer nearby... and of course... now i have my phone back... lucky case ain't it?

well, the situation tells me something... first knowing the phone was gone... i lost hope of finding it back... in my mind was "its an expensive thing, who would give it up for free?"... i never thought my case would be so easy to solve... so i think next time i have to think positively and also dun give up trying... jus about anyway possible legally to get what i wan...

yea... long day today... tired... so i would pen off here...

everything has to be new...

OK... some comments said tht i should pump up my font size... comment nodded with thanks...

anyway... as you all know... i jus visited the entertainment hub of Malaysia... and stayed in bukit bintang area... a place where the malaysian's youngsters' fashion evolved... well... got frost bitten by the enviroment around me... and well went on to a shopping spree for cloths... Now that's a first one for me... as i was never a fashion cautious guy... rather a pair of denim and one t-shirts would jus be enough for me to go jus about anywhere... more than tht... one long-sleeved shirt would be jus fine...

ok... i pierced my ear... and bought RM70 worth of assorted lastest design earrings... not enough? a sut around RM120 for tht... and a shirt RM70... and a pair of denim, RM100... all these in jus one night... and well... the list goes further on the second night and i would wan to talk about it now... feeling regretful of the shopping spree... but oh well on the other hand, this is the first time i went for a shopping spree for my attire!!! and it feels great... dunno why... haha... looking forward for a trip like this again in fact...

anyway... ever heard your parents nagging at you about study now and next time the good life will come and you will enjoy life after your studies? well not true!!! after our study years, we will step into the marketplace working day in day out... for a living, after a few years.. you get married or have a family and you got your children plus your work to worry about... after your children are grown up, you got their college to fund and well there.. another worry comes... and after another few years,.. you got old and retire... ok... now you have a good length of time to hav fun and do things you always dreamt of... but well guess what.. you are too old for those activities you dreamt of now...

period... i think when you start to look at life tht way... its going to be miserable... productivity starts to go down... try to look at it from a different view... working life isn't so bad... you have annual holidays... good jobs pay you enough till the extend they will make a family vacation affordable for you... tht is jus one of the benefits you get... a lot more up in the chess... jus need to study now and work for the best...

well then to all tht are having exams soon... or struggling in their studies... keep up the good work... and good things will come... haha... just don't forget about me and friends...

cheers to all...

Arrived in KL in one piece

oh yea!!! Kuala Lumpur, the one stop hub for Malaysians for the lastest updates and trend... I arrive last night at the LCCT and went down to Subang area... had a little walk in Subang Parade only to find out: "Damn, new never seen before gadgets are everywhere..." I wonder what they are...

recently received a comment from a good friend of mine on the fourth post... well... thanks... but i am not going to talk about relationship now... jus had enough said on those... furthermore i think i am not in a position to talk about it so much... but to you all out there... jus be yourself in every situation... shits come and go, so does lucky...

oh well, what am i going to say in this post? oh well... one of my friend in KL was also having hard days living here... but one thing i admire this young sweet lady is she is TOUGH no matter in what no matter what obstacles are presented in front of her... she jus takes them up and fight...

she made me look back to my own life, how i handled obstacles in my life earlier and now... and my point of view about life when obstacles came by... well to be honest, me dealing with obstacles is often jus for the sake of geting rid of it... the best is not to have anything to do with it... i guess many of us do think of it tht way too... but she proved me wrong... she shown to me that the best way of dealing with hardship in life is to look deep into it and find the long-termed solution... guess i hav to start learning about those skills and put them to use...

oh well... hope it sends a msg to all tht read this post...

to tht sweet lady in KL... keep it up... once the storm is over... everything will be find...

cheers to all...

missing in actions

well... didnt know while i was away from miri, tht much changed... more than what i ever thought of... i thought it was only the girls tht recently had problem with "partnership"... boys too... two of my best friend broke off from what seems to be their destiny... and i was "bitching around" to my good friend over those things... i guess well life is not so straight forward in many ways... well issue needs to be resolved... in a corect manners. think bout a big.. wait i mean huge problem in your relationship and you are not happy with it... talking it out to your partner is a right thing to do... when the opposite side dont take it... you shout about it... come on guys... be brave shout it out... quarrel over it on purpose...

ok... think i am crazee now? well i am... look at my nick... but the reason why i say this is because many time jus talking about a big problem tend to make the opposite site think tht it only bothers you... and you are ok with it... but jus dun over do it... well they responded quite naturally with a nod but nothing change... so i suggest shouting it out... sort of waking the opposite up and make sure it really hits him... and hits hard...

but then these could only leads to two possible endings... moving on to a better more closer relationship or breaking a relationship into piece that you would never be able to reattach them back... but hey both are good news... first one: you know the opposite is serious about the relationship and she knows it too... and i could only predict a more fruitful relationship after this... then the second one: well she is not even serious... i mean who couldnt stand a shouting before? i think her parents do shout at her to wake her up right? so why cant you wake her up... and since she is not serious then why move on... things are going to end sooner or later...

but the later it ends the painful it is...

chocolates for the ladies

well these are for the ladies in KL who requested them... hehe... seems temping ain't it? well nothing special for us living here in Labuan... we ate these like sweets... they are cheap due to the no tax policy here... but then the tax free policy here has made the people and the students resorts to smoking and drinking as a tension release method... and well... i do admit having one Jack Daniel's up in my locker, occasionally drink it, not heavy drinker but sort of just social drinker kind of stuff... but hey, there are some who drank till they were drunk here... and i think this is way too much... there have reported some suicide attempt here... police report were lodge and those students involved were hospitalized and all tht... we were told they ate panadols in their attempt... but the real story was they were drunk at those time and were unconcious of their act of stupidity...

anyway... my point is, the goverment should rethink about putting liqour and ciggarettes into the no tax category... i mean it does more harm than good to the people... its sad to see how a good student fallen into the trap and resorts to them as their way out... while its jus for tht moment... after they regained conciousness, the problem is still there... putting the automotives, the chocolates and also imported merchandised into that region to boost the national economy is a good move but in the midst making the profits, they should thinking about the locals too...

another day in waste land and i am gone

OK... the last day i will be stranded on this boring island... tomolo i will be taking a flight to Kuala Lumpur!!! meeting my lovely lovely long-termed girl friend and also some of the automotive guys in central peninsular... well.. the journey towards MTX Team would start there i guess... going to place my orders in if there is any good resonable offers from the "friends of In Car Entertainment(I.C.E.)". wan to sincerely say sorry to my family that i didnt even told them about this trip... well nobody at home knows about it...

Anyway, recently i found that many of the girls around me either quarrreled or worst-broke up with their partners... and the normal things would be written, ie. "I am really scared to lose you, you are really important to me. I can't live without you.." or "My life is worthless without you" etc etc... well i know girls, you all are sadden about those recent arguements and stuff... but well from a guy's POV your comments are a bit too much... Out of all of those girls i heard these from before you girls, they actually survived, alive and enjoying a new life moving on in a new relationship with another new partner and things are looking good for them... so my advise... why cling on one man that had treated you so badly and hurted you? why not move on with life and find your true destiny?

but there is one comment i liked: "what has gone, has gone" well you know who you are... keep up the positive thinking while you are sad... i am sure you will be fine after you learnt how to really put things down... and pick up yourself again...

one last word for the ladies and everyone else: you can't look back at what you were before, you look forward for what is before you...

Stranded in Labuan

well, i think a lot of my friends heard me whining about this a long time ago... and well guess its boring topic to them already... but then now we are having our Hari Raya Aidilfitri holidays and i am left alone in my four person dorm. Tht sucks... usually we had dinner together during the ramadhan month where the muslims were fasting but now, i had to eat alone with nobody to talk to or share the food like we always did. and well the whining frenzy from me started again in my MSN...

not having a wireless internet connection in the dorm also proved to be a real problem now... we had a little individual web page assignment to upload and well many of us had a little problem uploading due to the unavailablity of internet connections. uploading in CC in town is also a problem they dun hav those programs needed... well to my course mate... good luck finding your source... feels bad for them as i hav my own connection in my room using my N-70 connected to the digi WAP line as my source of internet.. but its way too expensive to share it... sorry guys... hope you all understand... i dun print money...

well, have been missing in action recent month from the in car entertainment scene in my hometown, miri... dunno how my own car is doing... hopefully everything is still fine... planning to form a MTX team with my good ICE mate Jackie... lets jus hope those plans goes well... i am not sure myself how far MTX could go in a SQ setup... btw Jackie, my Addzest arrived yesterday can't wait to hook it up....

anyway... thats all for the first post... will be updating as frequently as possible...